fear...

when i was walking back from school an odd fact stroke me. the street was totally empty. at first i didn't react to this but, as i kept going i realised that there was no one left! i thought that this was just a great coincidence but...it couldn't be! i refrained from grabbing my cellular phone and calling random people. i wanted to be sure.

as i kept walking home, i saw nobody. in the total emptyness of the street, i was walking right in the middle. no people, no cars, no nothing. like everybody decided to go...away. i thought that i had a lot of people i had to appologise to; so many mistakes to pay for; so many areas of research to specialise in... it couldn't just be over...all over! after a couple of housrs of seeing nobody i started to suffer from lonelyness. as the night fell, i had to go somewhere to sleep but strangely, i didn't had home. if there is any danger to be outside, whe there's no one left, i'd like to know about it.

after a lot of walking, tired, i went home. no electricity...i ate something and went to sleep. i woke up and saw my brother...just a dream, i thought...and insisted on that thought.

i want to thank bogdan 4 this story...we're in the same shit my friend...so...i'm feeling the same...it will all get fixed up...don't worry...meanwhile...i have to fix some mistakes i've made...